sanesideout

  • My Seven Year Old Son.

    My Seven Year Old Son.

    I woke up to a note on my pillow; it said “I’m sad and I want to die”, it was from my seven year old son. It broke my heart. I was in physical pain from it. I was guilty and petrified. I wondered if he had the same mental illness that I suffered from…

  • SaneSideOut is about…

    SaneSideOut is about…

    I have dealt with mental illness since I was a kid. First, through my mom in my upbringing and her battles with depression, and then myself from about eleven up. I’m well into my thirties now and still navigating my way through it. I know I’m not alone and I know others suffer as well.…

  • I Was A Weird Kid.

    I Was A Weird Kid.

    Sometimes I used to wish I had some kind of terminal illness. I know that’s fucked but I wished it. I wouldn’t tell anyone either. I don’t need that kind of sympathy. But I think if that happened then I could live my best life. I would know I had a short time here and…